Monday ready for school, looking good in her cute outfit.  I can't remember why she was signing Sophie, but I love the goofy smile. 

Cicily has been sleeping VERY well the past week.  We've determined that her stomach issues were due to so many antibiotics and a build up of yeast in her gut.  Now that we have the yeast under control, her intestines have been very quiet, it doesn't hurt her to move her legs and she's been sleeping well at night.  Hooray

Playing air guitar for uncle Adam's birthday today!  Cis had a slow start to the day today, slept in and then chilled with Mom and listened to music in bed.  She's starting to get yellow, thick secretions.  This is the point where we have always started antibiotics as this means a respiratory infection/pneumonia is starting.  Given that her intestinal issues will come back with antibiotics and the fact that even the "silver bullet" ones haven't been truly effective this winter, we have decided to let her ride it out without them.  Chris and I prayed about the decision and both feel peaceful about it, which is good as there isn't really a satisfactory other option.  She's a little more tired today, but still enjoyed school, playing with sisters and busting up laughing at silly slapstick stunts.

I went to a craft store to buy some things for her funeral.  When the checkout lady was asking me what project I was working on I said, a sign in book...  I couldn't get the words, for my daughter's funeral to come out.
Then while Cis was at school my Mom and I went to the florist to talk about casket sprays.  It's going to be beautiful and perfect for my girl.
It is the most out of body experience to make preparations like this for your daughter.  I go and do it, but feel like it's not necessarily me saying words like casket, funeral, 10 years old, etc.